first blog of the new year!

So hello everyone I am kinda behind so far but yea...first blog of 2010. Im kinda thinking about putting up a paypal to get lunch money from generous donors since i lost my job. But i might put up lil vids also to keep you all entertained kinda my way of being a monkey dancing for my money haha. and as always if you guys want me to draw you something i will try to draw something lol. but yea life...i think im at an ok place with my relationship finally of course everyone tells me that im so pretty why settle for someone or why can't i find someone on my own level, whatever that means...im sorry i thought the point was to make me happy not them...and i get one thing fixed and someone else decides to give me a headache.... but i guess that's life kinda happens when i put my problems on people i know it could have nothing to do with anything just bad timing on our parts....thing that gets me though they said it was me who was acting different and distant cause we weren't talking....um excuse me i tried talking but "you" were always busy so can't really say it's my fault and even when i tried talking today kinda like same MO being like oh well gotta study bye....idk they are worried that i don't trust them (actually him) but i guess in a way he might be right. but whatever. let's see how this one pans out hahaha